by Sky'sGoneOut » Fri 24 Nov, 2017 1:26 am
In (earlier) sober hindsight it occured to me that the aggressive arsehole who took offence at everything I said might actually have been the problem. I go to that pub every Sunday before my last bus home and have had some wonderful chats with lovely people. This guy was just a dick.
And that's the really annoying thing about depression, the first person you always blame is yourself, and it takes quite a long time before you say to yourself 'hang on' and come to your senses as it were.
It's actually quite infuriating being aware of how your mental abberation affects you intellectually on the one hand, while on the other being entirely unable to stop said effect kicking in in the real world.
And no you're not all wankers. Well not in the pejorative sense. I mean we all masturbate. I saw a guy watching porn on his phone on the bus a couple of weeks ago, it was the last bus home and he didn't have his dick out or anything, he was just sitting there watching a gay threesome on his phone. Maybe it was some dating shit. I didn't know so I didn't say anything. He wasn't harming anyone.
In (earlier) sober hindsight it occured to me that the aggressive arsehole who took offence at everything I said might actually have been the problem. I go to that pub every Sunday before my last bus home and have had some wonderful chats with lovely people. This guy was just a dick.
And that's the really annoying thing about depression, the first person you always blame is yourself, and it takes quite a long time before you say to yourself 'hang on' and come to your senses as it were.
It's actually quite infuriating being aware of how your mental abberation affects you intellectually on the one hand, while on the other being entirely unable to stop said effect kicking in in the real world.
And no you're not all wankers. Well not in the pejorative sense. I mean we all masturbate. I saw a guy watching porn on his phone on the bus a couple of weeks ago, it was the last bus home and he didn't have his dick out or anything, he was just sitting there watching a gay threesome on his phone. Maybe it was some dating shit. I didn't know so I didn't say anything. He wasn't harming anyone.